those restless nights when I see lights

by ABE

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Black Book 03:13
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Lukey 02:51
The young boy was born on the coast of the sea Of the land of the free, of the land between lesions The sweet isle of Portugal formed its own city-state Now all its ports are all underwater again Time for the snow to arrive on the isle The tropical isle has never seen snow but there’s Always a first time for everything under the Sun, under the sun, then, nothing is new This little young boy ran for cover inside his house It had no roof, so he saw the snow fall It fell and it burned and it burned to no end An end was no better than no end at all Run little Lukey, you run from the snow, The like of which you have never seen before You might as well let it fall, it’ll fall anyways What’s the deal, it’s just a little cold, anyways When the last snowflake had kissed the ground slowly This little young boy made a comment so rash “I hate all snow” he said, wiping the snow away, “Why can’t it all just go vanish like that?” “And I hate all things that I’ve never seen before” “I hate all things that are bright and are new” “And I hate all love and all hope, all good attitude” “I hate peace, I hate the world and I hate snow, too” Oh little Lukey, where did your sweet innocence Go, did it vanish away with the snow If only you’d waited until the last snowflake You’d see that there’s nothing so wrong with some snow
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Cigar 03:42
You took a Drag of your cigarette, disguised as a cigar. I gave a rest to my leveled head, and didn't take it too far. I disguised as a woman, and you were really a man--and I'm here, just sitting, confused, and being amused by your plan to take over the world, though you've taken over mine; and can't I count all the days when the sun won't shine? So I pretend that you're mine? I see it all on the news, and I know you don't like my kind, and my desire to use you, abuse you, is bigger than what I can hide--so I pretend that you're mine. So I pretend that you're mine? We'll be family through a legal, regal, inbred wedding. We'll be family if we move Upstate, pretend we're ready. We'll be family when we go out East and risk beheading. We'll be family, but before, let's take it slow and steady. So I pretend that this cigar you're holding isn't mine.
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Move On 05:31
July 11, 2012 In all honesty, is this a very helpful technique? Not seeing each other for weeks and for weeks? Leaving words unsaid, and taking a mile Yes, I do run away, I run away for a while Do me a favor and let's cut this off This is not what we thought it was made out of I keep hurting you and you just sit there and cry And while you write your poems, I write my little lullabies But none of us are tough enough to say it And you say my name's become expression to your friends An uncaring, unattentive, disreagarding kind of friend (I am) It's okay, you can say what you say, just say it This thing is broken, I don't want it fixed... so portray it As an innocent little girl who's heart was broken by a man Who never had oh any time, while time slipped past the second hand And put the fault all on yourself, and victimize only yourself While just believing that it's him, it's him it's him Do me a favor and let's cut this off This is not what we thought it was made out of I keep hurting you and you just sit there and cry And while you write your poems, I write my little lullabies But none of us are tough enough to say it Let's move on, let's move on, time is just a band that marches on They say it heals all wounds, but let's be honest It won't, since neither one of us is honest
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You came into my house and gave me that gone glare I was dead from the start, before sand seemed to spare I would sleep for a while, while you watched wide awake You held onto my heart and howled haunting high hails Before bearing false witness, our bodies we bore 'Tis the truth today told, that takes me to and fro And the star on your shirt says the story the Sprawl splattered over the floor Fighting urges submerged, behind the closet door We were wild and were free to fly further than finding This town in our thoughts And your kiss killed the consicence our kin clawed in Rightly wrong, never wrought And my hair and my face with my hair hushed along And your hair and your face with your hair hushed along You knocked in every night, in those star-simmered eyes I unveiled from the vibe, from the snow-viscid cries Before bearing false witness, our bodies we bore 'Tis the truth today told, that takes me to and fro And the star on your shirt says the story the Sprawl splattered over the floor Fighting urges submerged, behind the closet door
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From tip to tip, in every bit That room was glazed in smoke Creeping and seeping through the walls Began to take its stoner's Time. He tried to find a way To release. Oh inhibitions, sweet inebriate, I pray to rum And while his father prayed To cigarette and nicotine And while his mom prayed to The Jesus of her memories He, stood by, and idly cried To himself. Oh inhibitions, sweet inebriate, I pray to rum He said goodbye, to the wallflower he held for Such a long time, hoping to find the root of the Tree of life. As he gave one last breath towards the Way of light, where the Rock was a pebble truly. And as he drove along to Renditions of O Fortuna Nascent hallucinations Of his promised holy land Instead, began by writing the sequel In bed. Oh inclinations, sweet conception, I pray to rum And Speeding through the valley of the shadow of the highway And coming to his senses that he shall fear no Good, he stops, his brother, his hus band, his son. Oh inclinations, sweet conception, I pray to rum. He said goodbye, to the wallflower he held for Such a long time, hoping to find the root of the Tree of life. As he gave one last breath towards the Way of light, where the Rock was a pebble truly. And this was his prayer to whatever was there.
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Dear Heavenly Father, who sits up in heaven, You gave me a sign, that I need to resign To what I love, to what I want with my life Dear Heavenly Father… Dear Heavenly mother, who lies here beside me, You gave me a curse, and I’ve no way to fight it I have to leave, to run away from where I am Dear Heavenly mother… I mind, I mind what I’ve done to myself I mind, on those restless nights when I see lights, I I mind, when it’s I-V-vi-IV all I play Am I in the key of D or key of A? Now time turns, and slower than before Going into ¾ Dear Heavenly conscience, who flutters within me Please don’t make me stay, I can’t look away My nightmares turn, slowly to reality Dear Heavenly conscience… I don’t want to be near it, or be amiss Barely can I hear it, a half-step kiss Is this the scale? Does my drum beat away? Dear Heavenly father… Dear Heavenly time… Is this the story That I love to tell, or that I’ve loved to hear When taking time, didn’t mean till 3AM Dear heavenly time… I mind, I mind when it plays with me I mind, when it gets so dark that I can see I mind, when everything’s a minor way Am I in the key of D or key of A? Now time turns, and slower than before Going into ¾ I mind, I mind what I’ve done to myself. I mind, on those restless nights when I see lights, I I mind, when it’s I-V-vi-IV all I play I mind, am I in the key of D or A? Now time turns, and slower than before Going into ¾
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A couple of the songs I recorded over the span of 2 or so years.

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released October 12, 2012

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ABE New Brunswick, New Jersey

Wispy-voiced, singer-songwriter, with a synth and a pen.

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